We got a flush toilet out here in Paradise Regained last week and
it was a religious experience.
I know that for most of us most of the time, a flush toilet is
nothing to write home about. But when youíre building a lovely house on
a lovely lot in the Colorado Rockies and youíve been four summers
without a flush toilet, it becomes a Major Milestone.
Before last week, weíd been using a composting toilet made in
Sweden. And a nice little number it has been too. Iíll spare you the
gory details, but through the magic of Scandinavian practicality and
some local bacteria with awfully strong stomachs, the end product is
something you can theoretically spread on your vegetable garden.
Itís exactly the sensible kind of thing youíd expect from Sweden,
but in Colorado it makes small children cry and gives most adults the
You canít flush it.
And as they say in Garrison Keillorís Lake Wobegone, when you get
right down to it, thereís nothing more important than plumbing. Go
without it a week and youíll see what they mean.
I wish I werenít so excited about our flush toilet.
I wish I could honestly say that the composting toilet was good
enough for me, or even that Iíd prefer a two-hole privy with a Monkey
Because why do we flee the city for the woods if not to live simply
and in harmony with Nature? Why do we find our Paradise Regained way to
hell and gone off the blacktop, far from traffic lights and city sewage
systems, unless weíre trying to get away from Civilization?
Clearly it was the unspoiled wilderness that attracted us to this
place. And now weíre trying to tame it.
Weíve even given names to the trout in the stream. Henry David and
Ralph Waldo are the only two left now. Emily Ann went downstream to
visit relatives and never came back. And we ate Billy Bob.
And this summer we got electricity and a telephone and a well with
a submersible pump that makes water come right out of a tap when we turn
the little handle. We no longer bathe in stream water warmed in a black
bag by the sun. Now we have an electric hot water heater and a
space-age molded fiberglass one-piece seamless leakproof shower-tub
And I wish I could honestly say that, like Huck Finn, I want to
light out for the territory because I find all that civilization too
cramped and smothery.
The Truth, Mainly
But I donít. I like it.
I can hear the logicians snickering as they point out that weíre
going to a lot of trouble to make what weíre retreating to just like
what weíre retreating from.
But thereís a nesting instinct that goes beyond logic and tells us
that while a cave is cozy in a rainstorm, build a fire and gather
something soft to sit on and itís even cozier. A desert island is
wonderfully attractive in theory, but it takes the Swiss Family Robinson
to make it a home.
I resonate when Huck says ďItís lovely to live on a raft,Ē but Iím
not really convinced until he and Jim set up a shelter on it to sleep
and cook in as they float down the Mississippi.
And now I think Iím starting to work out a rationalization for
what weíre doing. It goes like this: itís not just the wild or just
the tame that attracts me. Alone, the tame is boring. Alone, the wild
is uncomfortable and maybe brutalizing.
But where the tame and the wild coexist cheek by jowlas they do
here at Paradise Regained since we got our flush toiletthey enhance
one another and become a whole that is greater than the sum of the two
So Iím going to unplug the word processor and jump into that icy
stream with Henry David and Ralph Waldo. Then Iíll jump out again and
run naked and dripping through the pine trees, yipping like a deranged
After that, Iíll tame myself down with a long hot shower in our
fiberglass personal hygiene unit, then have a graham cracker and a nice
cup of cocoa heated to just the right temperature in our nifty little
Satterfield is a college professor and writes as a means of discovery.